Absents of emotions....

Ive found that lately I have been very emotionless when it comes a lot of things I have been doing. While beginning my training for dance and resurrecting the talent I know I have. My interest in everything else's around me ( aside from my family) just seems dull and I feel somewhat distant from everyone I know. I guess everyone goes throuh these phases so I don't take it to serious but It has cause some issues to come to light. Upon talking to some friends tonight and I heard a lot of "I miss the old days" in referance to my story to them and their attempt to help me feel better in resuring I'll find what I'm looking for. I started to wonder if people really listen to their heart any more. People do things or get themselves involved in situations or people and they suffer until it drains them and they stop caring. Listening to what you really want and actually do that can just be to scary or for most people were just to lazy to do all the work to get what we really want so we do half ass work and meet ourselves half way. I think it's really important for you to ask yourself as I did if what you doing in life is really making you happy at the moment. Do you feel like your heart is in the right place with the people you surround yourself with? We only have one life to live and the way things are going happiness is becoming a much harder concept to enjoy or even achieve to any degree for some people. It's mostly artificial fed on by people who have tired and failed only settle to fill the hole with temporary relief dus moving into the circle that is fake happiness due to laziness. I know my choices recently will hurt some people, shock other people and completely confuse everyone else esp when it come to my relationship which sadly ended today. Your happiest moments will come when you find real happiness and your emotions are involed in a way where you cannot live without what your doing. It brings out the best in you. Listining to your heart and listening to your emotions and keeping them on control is the ultimate challenge as it takes you out of your comfort zone and forces you to be real. The question how Long can you do it before society scares you back into hiding?