I find that as time goes on and on its harder for me to accept the fact that i'm getting older. though i know this is a consistent issue most people deal with, I never thought it would happen to me so fast. I find myself wanting to continue making and posting videos, yet I don't want to let down those who look up to me most and have been there in the pass. I think about how do we find the motivation as we get older to keep ourselves in check to where we want to be? The stress of life, full time work and then you add a family to that its becomes very hard to even find time to focus on your passions. I'm sure most of you at one time or another thought yourself, "I wish I could change this or I wish I still did that activity that I did in high school or when I was younger but no longer do" most likely due to laziness at this point in your life. At least that's been the case for me.
If you know my story you know I've dance for a very long time. This is the first year I haven't really done anything. At first it was nice, it felt like a vacation but lately its really starting to bother me. Its like a lingering passion burning in my body trying to escape but having no where to go because I've sealed off all the exits.You don't get any younger and we owe it to ourselves to be the best we can be. I owe it to myself, my fans, friends and family to keep my self in check keep pushing my self to stay at the level that I know I can be and not use age as a excuse to why I cant do something and nether should you. Start small and work your way back up to it, this is what I'm going to do i think. Demension will return I promise you, ill come back stronger then ever ready to show the dancer within!
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